Okay, as long as you're doing alright...
I'm going to write about the proposal tonight then, I need some help. I'm confusingly indecisive. I'm completely shocked. I don't know what to think...

I need to keep it friend locked on DW, I don't want my LJ friends finding out(one of them hates the guy). I'm just very confused right now. Writing about it will probably make me feel better, okay, tonight then. Will you and Marysa help me?