I know it's bad to be calling myself useless and irresponsible, but that's how feel now. If I can't get through college, then I really am useless. Being called useless by my parents, teachers, and classmates. I don't want to go back to school. *laugh* I punch numbers into a calculator for a living. You have a point, I do have a few minor accomplishments here and there. "In time, you can't move backwards, you can only go forward to the future, but your future is only as bright as you make it." Right? Generally I never write about negative things, but it just felt good to get it off my mind. Thank you for the concern.

Japan was the best trip ever! It was fun and I wanted to stay longer. I had many adventures on my own too (got into a fight at a supermarket). It would've been really cool to hang out, but we were all busy and unorganized. Next trip then!