Depression Hurts...
Mar. 20th, 2010 11:50 pmI've seen that commercial on the TV enough times...
Yeah... commercials are not the topic of this post...
I just finished reading through everyone's journal...
WHAT IS GOING ON?!
Why is everyone depressed on the same day, it's kind of contagious, I'll give you that, but that isn't what this is about. I was a little impressed that everyone is feeling a little down on the same day, including me.
Oh man, I wasn't having much of a good day today.
I was being denied many things and being harassed and annoyed by everyone at work. Why is everyone in my family emotional? I'm still crying about today. Wow... it's kind of difficult to see what you're writing when there's tears in your eyes.
I spent most of today in my angsting corner. I will tell you where it is... it's a nice little spot in a nook between two giant refrigerators. I just curled up and stayed there for most of the day. Well... I can technically also lock myself up in the big non-functional fridge, I fit in there, but it would be dark and creepy, so I don't do that.
Anyways, today, there was a screw up order of eggrolls, it was for carry-out, but it was already made and packed(haha double post) and it was made again as a dine-in order. So I claimed really loud that since it was a wrong order, it's now mine to eat, so I placed it on a shelf to save for later. I came back 15 minutes later to discover that they actually went ahead and served it to a customer that recently ordered it in the restaurant. I was really mad that they gave away my food, I was about to eat it! It's not fair, they took my food after I already said it was mine.
My other issue is that, people were giving me random commands when I already had a load of tasks on my hands. I was getting annoyed, because some of the requests would in no way get finished unless I left my post, I wasn't willing to move, I had too much to do!!! But Miki kept giving me more work, which I could handle at the moment. Miki likes throwing tasks at me to lighten her own load, some sister she is. I freaking out with trying to set my priorities straight and it wasn't helping that the restaurant was super packed and busy today. That gave me an intense headache.
What really pissed me off today was this problem... I was totaling up some table checks and I look up for a brief moment... and I see this man walk up to my workspace, which is a small table across the cashier counter with my laptop sitting open on it. The man just walks to my workspace and gets on my laptop. My thoughts are immediately along the lines of, OH NO HE DIDN"T, WHY ARE YOU TOUCHING MY STUFF?! HELLO!!! I DON'T KNOW YOU, YOU'RE JUST A CUSTOMER. Okay... I AM REALLY PISSED OFF!!!!!!! THIS GUY DOESN'T EVEN ASK FOR MY PERMISSION, BUT HE JUST WALKS UP AND GETS ON MY LAPTOP, THEN HE STARTS USING MY INTERNET!!!!!!!!!! Okay, first off he didn't even ask, secondly... if he did ask, I would've said no because this is a professional workplace... no play allowed(I can break that rule because I'm awesome). Don't you learn in kindergarten to not touch other people's things without asking first? That is mere common sense, which apparently is something this older man lacks. I was really mad, I was so tempted to leap over the cashier counter and beat the pulp out of him. But I have good restraint, seeing as how I'm not in jail with the charge of aggravated battery and assault... Yeah, I shouldn't joke about that... That guy saw me yelling at an employee over why he is on my laptop, so he then asked if it was okay to use my internet... As tempted as I was to say "no" and jump the guy who totally deserves my wrath, my aunt and mom gave me these soul piercing evil looks, so I ended up saying "sure, no problem.." Afterwards I stormed off to my angsting corner to cry.
Seriously this situation would be no different than waiting around for a friend in a public place and you leave your cellphone out, and you're a little zoned out from waiting. Then out of nowhere a stranger picks up your cellphone and starts using it without even saying a word to you. That stranger starts texting and making several phonecalls to you don't know who. Your reaction would probably be, "umm EXCUSE ME!!! That's my phone, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH IT?!" You would assume that this stranger has no sense of respect or decency and you would probably try to get your phone back right?
I'm still crying about this!!!
Why does my day have to be so horrible?!
Yeah... commercials are not the topic of this post...
I just finished reading through everyone's journal...
WHAT IS GOING ON?!
Why is everyone depressed on the same day, it's kind of contagious, I'll give you that, but that isn't what this is about. I was a little impressed that everyone is feeling a little down on the same day, including me.
Oh man, I wasn't having much of a good day today.
I was being denied many things and being harassed and annoyed by everyone at work. Why is everyone in my family emotional? I'm still crying about today. Wow... it's kind of difficult to see what you're writing when there's tears in your eyes.
I spent most of today in my angsting corner. I will tell you where it is... it's a nice little spot in a nook between two giant refrigerators. I just curled up and stayed there for most of the day. Well... I can technically also lock myself up in the big non-functional fridge, I fit in there, but it would be dark and creepy, so I don't do that.
Anyways, today, there was a screw up order of eggrolls, it was for carry-out, but it was already made and packed(haha double post) and it was made again as a dine-in order. So I claimed really loud that since it was a wrong order, it's now mine to eat, so I placed it on a shelf to save for later. I came back 15 minutes later to discover that they actually went ahead and served it to a customer that recently ordered it in the restaurant. I was really mad that they gave away my food, I was about to eat it! It's not fair, they took my food after I already said it was mine.
My other issue is that, people were giving me random commands when I already had a load of tasks on my hands. I was getting annoyed, because some of the requests would in no way get finished unless I left my post, I wasn't willing to move, I had too much to do!!! But Miki kept giving me more work, which I could handle at the moment. Miki likes throwing tasks at me to lighten her own load, some sister she is. I freaking out with trying to set my priorities straight and it wasn't helping that the restaurant was super packed and busy today. That gave me an intense headache.
What really pissed me off today was this problem... I was totaling up some table checks and I look up for a brief moment... and I see this man walk up to my workspace, which is a small table across the cashier counter with my laptop sitting open on it. The man just walks to my workspace and gets on my laptop. My thoughts are immediately along the lines of, OH NO HE DIDN"T, WHY ARE YOU TOUCHING MY STUFF?! HELLO!!! I DON'T KNOW YOU, YOU'RE JUST A CUSTOMER. Okay... I AM REALLY PISSED OFF!!!!!!! THIS GUY DOESN'T EVEN ASK FOR MY PERMISSION, BUT HE JUST WALKS UP AND GETS ON MY LAPTOP, THEN HE STARTS USING MY INTERNET!!!!!!!!!! Okay, first off he didn't even ask, secondly... if he did ask, I would've said no because this is a professional workplace... no play allowed(I can break that rule because I'm awesome). Don't you learn in kindergarten to not touch other people's things without asking first? That is mere common sense, which apparently is something this older man lacks. I was really mad, I was so tempted to leap over the cashier counter and beat the pulp out of him. But I have good restraint, seeing as how I'm not in jail with the charge of aggravated battery and assault... Yeah, I shouldn't joke about that... That guy saw me yelling at an employee over why he is on my laptop, so he then asked if it was okay to use my internet... As tempted as I was to say "no" and jump the guy who totally deserves my wrath, my aunt and mom gave me these soul piercing evil looks, so I ended up saying "sure, no problem.." Afterwards I stormed off to my angsting corner to cry.
Seriously this situation would be no different than waiting around for a friend in a public place and you leave your cellphone out, and you're a little zoned out from waiting. Then out of nowhere a stranger picks up your cellphone and starts using it without even saying a word to you. That stranger starts texting and making several phonecalls to you don't know who. Your reaction would probably be, "umm EXCUSE ME!!! That's my phone, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH IT?!" You would assume that this stranger has no sense of respect or decency and you would probably try to get your phone back right?
I'm still crying about this!!!
Why does my day have to be so horrible?!